tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3949711547542015501.post8219394059392010052..comments2023-12-19T00:21:32.286+00:00Comments on Post Modern Sleaze: The journey to the middleelectronic dollhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15255101845615353600noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3949711547542015501.post-16927081939798672882010-12-22T13:14:01.863+00:002010-12-22T13:14:01.863+00:00I too have often felt like you describe; that I ha...I too have often felt like you describe; that I have become the person I want to be, and often look back on who I was thinking, "I'm glad I am no longer that person", even feeling sorry for who I was. However, that cycle repeats again and again. I have had that moment, that thought, somewhere between ten and twenty times in the last five years.<br /><br />You appear to have found a contentedness with the wearying cycle of constant rebirth that I have not. It gives me hope. Certainly of late I have been less dismayed when looking back.<br /><br />As for the middle of the road, well that is a fascinating place to be. Many of the joys of BDSM are found in the extremity, but I too have started to wonder lately if there is another way; a place where two kinky people can entangle without clearly defined roles, allowing their egos to morph/flex/dance around each other.<br /><br />Certainly, my own brief experiences of such have been very fun, and very "natural". Something I intend to explore further. That said, I think that there will always be a place for extremities of persona (eg. traditional D/s play), and some couplings will always tend to latch into a certain dynamic. However, I also suspect that with the right person, someone who is a match in terms of intellect and willpower especially, there could be magnificent fun in the middle. ;)Lilithhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13053358289840169277noreply@blogger.com